Made in 2005 and submitted to the Chicago Film Festival and written up in a review in the Chicago Reader the short film by Jillby Carson (at the time) is the story of her memories of her Mother who died of Ovarian Cancer when she was 7 years old - I am posting it on my You Tube page because for some reason every video on her page was uploaded at only 240 resolution. This is screen recording from her listing in IMDB under Jillby Carlson just because it was better resolution.

This was the first thing I found when I went searching for who I once knew as a girl i liked named Jill Carson some 34 years later after our only date in 1974 - in 2008 after doing extensive googling (eventually figuring out that she used "Jillby' instead of Jill!) - this is the first thing I found! and after viewing this I went ahead anyway with finding her anyway! This film will not appeal to everyone - it is dark, avant-garde and some may find it disturbing - it was meant that way. Little did we know we would face this battle ourselves one day and that she would be leaving me and us for the very same reason (as he mom left her) but this was part of her story and she wanted it out there - so here is is