Pink Sweat$ - Honesty | Steven Chau Choreography

Another new video! Woohoo!!!
I tried to get a bit more vulnerable with this one! I'm not 100% happy with my execution or performance, and I definitely feel like I could have done better to express my emotions. However, this was a challenge and I'm glad I took it and went with it.

My concept is basically about the frustration of not being able to do anything about my problems... Or that feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. Very often, I find myself just sitting on my chair or lying down on my bed - or even on a bus or as I'm walking outside - feeling hopeless, and my mind fills with so many thoughts about things I wish I could do, or things I wish I could be, but being unable to achieve those goals of mine, and finding frustration in the emptiness of my life. This dance video shows - or attempts to show - the feelings going on in my head as I lie down by myself and get stuck in my head.

Huge shoutout to the amazing Lyfe Meditation Studio / @lyfemeditationstudio for sponsoring their beautiful space for this video, as well as DanceLifeX / @dancelifex for the studio space during rehearsals!

Hope you guys enjoy. And HONESTLY I just want to post more YouTube videos and everything and show more of myself - lately... I just feel like what's holding me back is the negative feeling of being unheard, or not good/entertaining/interesting enough? Hmm.. Idk haha. Soon guys, soon. I promise I'm working towards it eventually!

Choreography, Directing, Producing, Dancing, and Editing by:
Steven Chau / @chauchautrain

Videography by:
Michelle Hanitijo / @oneofakynd27

This video is used only for entertainment purposes. I do not own any of the music.